also a pic of my thumb taken with my blackberry

intersting night for sure

Had an interesting night...

Hannah forced Megan and I to go with her to Annecy's to feed Emily the cat and then Rio Rita to see Hunter. I met a guy named Dave who I probably should have met when he curated the "Warren Oates in the Economic Crisis of 2008" show at Okay Mountain. But I didn't...I met Bob that night. Well Dave alerted me that Mike Smith has a show up in Long Island. I probably won't be close enough to Long Island to see it but I don't know. I might see Hunter while I'm there? IDK Tomorrow I have to print something for black and white, haven't given it too much thought which is A Problem

michael bell smith, introduced by michael smith

Today was the first day of 'lecture' which is when Art School can feel a lot like high school. At 5 o'clock everyone stops classes an hour early and heads down to the lecture hall. Sort of like assembly.
And just like in high school, in the charged atmosphere while people find their friends to sit with, you get to scope out the crowd and find your crush or eye candy that helps you get to school each morning. Couldn't find mine, I'm beginning to think he was a mirage or combination of three different good looking boys that aren't especially good looking stand alones.

All beside the point,

Which is lost on me now because I've come back to this thirty minutes after sharing dinner and heartbreak with my roommate. I'll come back to it later

trying out the blog thing momentarily

It's a sorry sad dreary day and I have not left the house/will not leave the house, since it's already 10. Hannah left while I was taking a nap around 7. It's been raining all day. I started thinking about when I'd be at my parent's house and I'd be inside all day and then my mom would tell me to go outside for freshair. I opened the door. The cats can push the screen door open with their paws

Been trying to watch Wonder Boys. Seen it so many times, but I still bought it on Amazon last week bc of the prospects of fall weather. I always thought that was what college would be like, like in Wonder Boys. UT is nothing like that. I can't believe I'm not done with school yet. It's insane, and I still have to take some Texas Government test for credit

Not a lot to report on, a lot to complain about, and it's been an unproductive day besides BobWork, which has been ongoing all day. Gonna get up early tomorrow and get my film from Holland. Wish the stupid photo lab was open on the weekend so I could scan it. I'm a tardo for not picking it up today. But my car is at Megan's house on east 12th...

This seems less like a blog post and more like an organizing of my thoughts/to do lists. Afraid to go on Thursday. Afraid of being a hassle to people. Gonna try and be Low Impact Girl. It's not possible. All I really wanna do is go to the Whitney and a book/print store that Jessica told us abt in digital...I won't lie I am super freaked out about going. But maybe I shouldn't be. dunno dunno dunno. Wish I hadn't met that asshole Ben whatever his name was last night. That really put me off meeting new people for a while. Or getting drunk around strangers. Or getting drunk in general. Or leaving my house uhhh

tomorrow will be diff. I'll get so much done I won't have anything to do!