le cynic

Spent a bit of time on blogs today. First on a 13 year old's blog then on Jess Williamson's website

Feeling a little. little. Not enough. Lots of people around me are pretty prolific and fast!

I choose to work in a slower medium (film photography) which I'm not 100% sure on how to continue with now that I've left school. Guess I'm a little jealous...and always seeing the roadblocks ($$$) to being productive...so then I do not a whole lot.

Cyclical cynicism. Megan says I should just do whatever, not worry about photo and just make something. But I dunno if I'm very good at any of that.

Enough self pitying. Here's a tiny bit of comic-y thing I made two nights ago. It's not done! riiiiight?









and here's a real pic from my phone of the actual event

gossip girl and strange outing

first gossip girl:
a very imp. episode, combined a lot of what i like abt tv in one episode, which i will probably rewatch a lot when i am feeling esp. down and out: first of all, blair goes insane-o and finally tries for a queenie-ship at NYU, which could be the best thing that ever happened on that show. and then there was the tyra cameo, she looks so much skinnier and younger than she really is, or what she looks like on her (lesser budgeted) talk show and ANTM).. i have no idea if she's real or not. also any episode with lil J is a winner. and the less vanessa and nate, the better. this episode focused on the best characters, blair and serena!

and

tonight trip had a bunch of us meet at clem and caravan over to an abandoned cement factory to listen to mozart. it was...harder to put into words than a gossip girl summary. haunting at first, then surreal, then very obvious, then scary when this creaky noise started up, then funny, then i stopped listening and started worrying about a lot of things. weird to spend an hour with some of your friends in the dark in a strange place not talking and listening to classical music. love that trip made that happen...still super strange though

listening to kevin ayer's myspace

videos from the wedding last night

post bball breakdown of the day

an old video from when we first moved in

also a pic of my thumb taken with my blackberry

intersting night for sure

Had an interesting night...

Hannah forced Megan and I to go with her to Annecy's to feed Emily the cat and then Rio Rita to see Hunter. I met a guy named Dave who I probably should have met when he curated the "Warren Oates in the Economic Crisis of 2008" show at Okay Mountain. But I didn't...I met Bob that night. Well Dave alerted me that Mike Smith has a show up in Long Island. I probably won't be close enough to Long Island to see it but I don't know. I might see Hunter while I'm there? IDK Tomorrow I have to print something for black and white, haven't given it too much thought which is A Problem